When I am out of synch

I am amazed how there are times in my life even now that I limit my love. Not just in the community but in the church as well. And when that happens, when I limit who I love, instead of shining God's love to everyone, God is extremely displeased with me.And I am living a falsehood rather than loving His truth. (2 Thessalonians 2:10) Rather than living in His grace, that His love would abound I choose to love the way I want to love. (1 Tim 1:14). So many people in the world are like that, so many people who have been hurt, who don't know where to turn, choose the easiest way to shut out loving everyone and just cafeteria-style pick who they want to love. This is not God's way. This is the way of the world. But His church is told to live differently. Father forgive me for I know not what I do!!!!